Baby Steps and more

Today I decided to rely on people other than Bombay Dream. I don’t know if I am getting on his nerves but I am getting on mine. Sometimes I get stuck, I forget how old I am. I have these worried pangs of 8th grade woe, “What if they don’t like me? What if they think I’m annoying?” Plenty of people my age have kids that are well on their way to adolescence and I often still feel stuck in mine. So this is yet another lesson I will learn here, how to trust other people and not freak out about it. This is on my mind because I made myself call someone I don’t know at all and ask for a favor and she was so kind about it and more helpful than I could have fathomed. It’s been a while since I have fostered new friendships on a conscious level, hence the adolescent flashbacks. :)

I have taken some pics today, so they'll be up soon. I know, you wait with bated breath. heheheh ;)